Sunday, August 22, 2010

feeling bitchy

so i'm just going to let all my bitchy and slightly cocky comments come right out there...

how does it feel knowing you weren't good enough? how's it feel to know you couldn't even take me off his mind for a second? that you'll never live up to me? that he doesn't even want to TRY with you? not because our relationship was so bad, but because you're not worth it to try. you're not worth it to go through that process again. he thought he wanted another relationship but he didn't. he's losing his feelings for you. were they even there? or did he just make them up to be more than they really were? incompatible and too selfish. i guess there are some questions that will never go answered but it's always fun to ponder. 98% sure i'm going to be the one he marries. i'll take that. but i also guess no one really knows what's going on in his mind, or if he's going to change it in 5 minutes or not. he says what he feels in the moment, not necessarily what he feels in the long run.

i'll probably add to this later, but i'm a little tired and have better things to do.

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