I feel like I'm at a point in my life where I'm going nowhere. I don't know what I want to do with my life. I mean, I know basic ideas of what I want to do or where I want to be in the future, but I have little motivation to get there. I don't know what I want my career to be. I don't know what classes to take. I keep dropping classes I am enrolled in because I feel like they are just a waste of time. I don't know what to do. I have no idea what is going on. I'm happy in every other aspect of my life. I do wish I still spent as much time with my friends as I used to but I don't know how to talk to them without hurting feelings. I'm happy with Cory, even more than before and I feel like I am starting to move on from what happened. No, I'll never forget but I can at least forgive and move on and that's what I'm doing. I just wish I knew what I was doing with my life. I just feel lazy.