so a little late on this post, well any post for that matter. i haven't been on here in forever... but anyways. cory finally decided to make our relationship facebook official. if that means anything to anyone anymore. but basically that just shows me he's ready for "our relationship". which means more than anything else. i'm just really happy right now in life. but i wish that i could do something to make him happier. he says thats its not me, thats its just him and his life. but i wish that i could make him see himself the way i see him. then he would not hate himself at all. no, maybe he hasnt treated me exactly like a princess, but hes the only one that can make me feel the way he does. i love him more than anything. and i would do anything to make him happy. but thats something he has to do on his own too and i have to realize that before i take it the wrong way. which is what i do. i feel like i should have more control over it then i do. i feel like i should make him happier, that i should be enough to make him want to live out the rest of his life. but its his happiness, i only have a small part in that. he has to feel happy with himself. i just wish i could do more. it makes me feel so helpless. :/