i'm not strong enough for this anymore. i thought that i was. i thought that i was strong enough to carry both of us. but i'm not. you're too much. i thought because you are so weak and vulnerable that i could carry your problems and be strong but i can't. she's too selfish to ever be able to handle you. i thought that i could stay strong throughout this but i can't. i'm tired. i'm weak. i'm exhausted. i'm broken. i can't fix myself so i thought i could fix you. but i can't do that either. whatever.

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i miss being desired. i miss the constant attention. i miss the hugs and kisses. i miss the passion. i miss the lust. i miss making love to you. i miss you wanting your hands all over me. i miss you not being able to get enough. i want you so badly.