today went from being stressed at work, to being happy after, to getting someone special a gift when i had no idea what to get her, to seeing the cutest guy in his work environment, to getting a good meal, to being disgusted, to being pissed. i don't like this. i don't like how quickly my emotions can change. i don't like how i can't control them. i don't like that i feel stupid all the time. not just emotionally as a stupid girl, but school wise. i feel fucking stupid. whatever. i'm over it.