well i guess i made it through the year...kind of not really. the year is over. my christmas was great. i got what i wanted, well more like who i wanted. maybe im stupid for taking you back after everything that happened. but a part of me still justifies it all. and i'm okay with that for now i guess. i'm just glad everything is back on track and i can fall asleep at night knowing my heart is always with yours. i hate the nights i can't fall asleep with you, with your arms around me and your heart beating in my ear. i swear i can never fall asleep right without that. ugh.