"you're the girl i want and if you weren't then i wouldn't be with you. i love you and only you kara. forever and ever. :) " 02-07-09


you finally didn't want me anymore, a year later plus one day. i'm not sure if any part of this statement is true anymore. definitely not the forever and ever. forever doesn't exist for a single human being. it's stupid to say, and i hate that i thought that forever would actually last for us. i guess i learned that the hard way. you and only you. the you maybe, the only part, not so much anymore. she's here now. and as much as you deny it, i'm sure you say i love you to her all the time. and who knows if its in the same way you love me, but i guess it still hurts to know a part of your heart is reserved for her now too. ugh i just hate this. can i just stop crying over you for like five minutes please.