apparently we're going through this again. he deleted me as a friend on facebook, again. he doesn't want to talk to me, again. he doesn't think we can be friends, again. apparently everything that we did when we were "friends" and still talking and when i stayed the night and when we had sex was just him going back to what was "familiar" to him. he doesn't love me anymore. he doesn't feel the same. he's not as happy. he doesn't want a relationship. but he wants her around. why can she be around when she's in love with him but i can't be? isn't it the same thing? i don't know what to do or believe. i can't keep crying like this all the time. it feels like someone is just ripping through my heart and taking out all the love that i had.